Not so long ago, my faith wavered and I stopped waiting for my "Joy" to come in the morning, because it seemed it never would. So I took my own "Joy" at night. Let me tell ya, it felt good and looked good on the outside, but on the inside, maaaaan. You never know who's praying for ya or who's looking up to ya. Stay the course and trust the process. Quit being so impatient as I was.