The Edmond Express

They strip me out of my nature, And tell me to enjoy life. They rape my mind with bullshit, They ask me how I feel. They shut me up, Then ask for my opinion. They question my state of mind And wonder why I’m silent. They speak and feel no consequence, And wonder what my problem is. They cage me up then Ask me to free my mind. They isolate me Just to stand around me. They gave me a gun…. And they continue to fuck with me. 8 Oct 03

They call it war. Looks to me like organized confusion. Politically, it's a bunch of bullshit. No one wants war, but everyone wants to go to war. You shoot me and I'll shoot you back. Everyone's playing games. No one will ever win. Situation decides everything. Everything is new. What does that tell you? Everyone wants everybody else to be like them. Nothing is the same. They say to act sane when they're crazy as hell. You show sanity and they break down. "Keep it real" huh? "Get real" is the only solution. Craziness is the only vice to their reasoning. They say one bad apple spoils the bunch. Hell, one good apple is their misery.   3 July 2003 (MAE)

Lately there's been alot of talk about marriage. You know, marriage is what you make it. Don't go into it thinking that it's a fairy-tale or that everything is going to be perfect. Marriage is a relationship, like all relationships, there is some good and some bad. The commitment makes you think about your actions and mostly your words when communicating. Marriage is beautiful. There is joy and there is pain. Enjoy them both. When you do decide to get married, there should be no question but what to wear. A Queen is bred for a King and a King is bred to protect and provide for his Queen. Once you're married, you have that life partner that will ride with you on the journey of life through storms and sunshine. When you stumble, you have someone there to steady you. When you fall, you have someone to look up to as they lift you up. Marriage is what marriage is. One Life, One Marriage, Eternal Happiness.